i feel better! yaay!

hi, how was your day?

my day is better, I hope your days are also er ...

yesterday I felt bad and was always crying, especially in my bedroom, alone. but after that it was a relief, and re-excited, like getting a new soul. haha ... although then finally cried, over and over again ...
well even then, it's very comforting to cry. sounds mushy huh? but I'm very honest! try it yourself, hehe ...

oh, first I want to say happy birthday to my dad ...

happy birthday papa! you look so young (with that wig) ! LOL

he was 48 years old, on July 20 ... and we had a private party along with several colleagues ... sing, dance, so much foods, and all of them ... it feels good, especially Raditya join us. truly a great day. once again, happy birthday, papa ... I am very proud of you.

hhm ... in fact, my greatest healer is Raditya Endro ...
I was very lucky, he was here. with all the words of encouragement, with a gentle pat, which means, "calm, you are great people." to wipe my tears, and with the comforting arms ... all very helpful.

whether he or I who look so pampered?

he who trusted me, like no other people do. he who understand me, with all my mistakes and his sense of forgiveness is so great ... he always gives me the opportunity for learning and changing, always helps me whatever it takes.

happy family! LOL

he is the only person who saw me cry, and let me relieve myself with my tears, then hugged me after I finished. I scold him, under my outburst emotion, and he just listened and then grasped my hand, saying: "you should be able to skip all this, I regret to see you like this."

he always mocked my tiny fingers! ah!

hhm ... what else can I write about him ... * I'm confused
Essentially I know that at least there's someone who understands me.
and I am sorry for all the mistakes I've ever done to him, which made him upset ... I am not going to find another Raditya, inside Tom Cruise though, haha ...

is he look too serious? 

I hope you find 'Raditya' for each of you, hehe ... I know, sounds really stupid, but ... so yah ...
pray the best for us ... :)
good luck to you all.
kiss.